ah i don't know what's going on anymore.
I'm feeling a bit horrible these few weeks, have no idea why. I think i just exploded since i'm so use to keeping everything in, and now i'm just actually. . . doing this. I've been so depress lately that i just want to cry in the dark where no one can see me.
I feel left out and lonely, oh gosh i'm such a loner.
Maybe it's all the stress with all the work i'm suppose to be doing, but i don't know. I've been thinking of deactivating my account and just quit DA. or just make a new account and stat new for the fourth time. (which i'll probably do)
So err for now i think i'm just going to deactivate